So Into You

I looove this song. I could listen to it all day :)

Sorry for the crappy version...its all I could find :/

Tamia - "So Into You" Tamia 1998

Yes, the original...without Fabolous lol

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
With every passing moment
Thoughts of you run through my head
Every time that I'm near you
I realize that you're heaven sent

I think you're truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together you and me boy
There's no one like you around
Oh Baby

Chorus 2x
I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it, I'm so into you

Verse 2:
It could be the way that you hold me
It could be the things that you say
Oh I'm not to sure what is is boy
But I know I like feeling this way

I think you're truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together you and me boy
There's no one like you around
Oh Baby

Chorus 4x

Bridge:
Oh I really like
What I feel when I'm with you
You're a dream come true
Don't you ever leave my side
Cuz it feels so right

Chorus 4x

Notebook

How I'm feeling right now...


Chrisette Michele - "Notebook" from Epiphany 2009

Verse 1:
I'm feelin you, you feelin me
But still we can't be together
I got a feelin
You got these same feelins
Too bad we can't feel 'em together

I sit on my bed and wonder
How it'd be if you were mine
I think of you like no other
Here's what I do every night

Chorus:
Write in my notebook
X's and O's
Beside your name
Only my notebook knows how I feel
My heart is on every page

Oh oh oh oh (feel a little like)
Oh oh oh oh (feel a little like)
Oh oh oh oh (feel a little like)
Hey hey

Oh oh oh oh (feel a little like)
Oh oh oh oh (feel a little like)
Oh oh oh oh (feel a little like)
Hey hey

Verse 2:
Do you have any idea
How hard it is to act like you don't mean a thing when
This chemistry between you & me
I wanna share with everyone
All I can do is just write down every emotion I feel
Hopefully one day you'll find out
My love for you is real

Chorus

Bridge:
So many times I passed up love & walked
So many times I've let love walk by
This time's it's got to be different
Take my notebook
Read every thought in my mind

Chorus

How My Heart Aches

The sun sets

Another day gone

Opportunity missed

I didn’t get the chance

To tell you

My heart aches

The sun rises

Such a beautiful sight

Today’s the day

So many opportunities

To tell you

My heart aches

The stars shine

Darkness falls

You’re lying next to me

I took a chance

Now you know

How my heart aches

hey you.

I came across this picture earlier while doing my daily natural hair blog browsing. I think it pretty much speaks for itself.

Biggest Puff Ever!

This past Saturday I had the biggest puff that I've ever had before! I did another dry braidout for Friday and that night I was a bit, um...er inebriated to braid it up lol. So I woke up Saturday with a huge ass undefined bush...I was in love! Here's some pics:

Running My Mouth

I've waited too long to make a move. I've talked about it too much to too many people. Now everyone is in my ear telling me what I need to do. I'm not even sure if I want it anymore. There's just too much surrounding it now. Everyone pressuring me to make a move just makes me what to do the opposite. But I've made it this way. So what am I to do? Nothing. As usual.

A very big part of who I am is being able to talk about what is bothering me. If something is on my mind I need to discuss it or I might go crazy. I spent the majority of my life holding everything in. EVERYTHING! And I would have these random ass tantrums when everything finally hit the surface and I reached my breaking point. NOT HEALTHY! So after my father died I decided no to hold everything in anymore. I realized that it was ok to feel however I was feeling and try to express it out loud. Now of course I have my moments when I over express myself, when its unwanted and unnecessary. But I'm working on that...Anyway, back to what I was saying - I think I went from never wanting to say how I felt to talking too damn much. And now I don't know what to do :(

Well, other than shut the hell up of course smh


Seriously though, if I'm not going to do anything about how I feel, what's the point of me talking about it all the damn time? I might as well just keep it to myself. It's a bit late for that now though *heavy sigh*

Circles

I have to admit, I get tired of writing the same shit over and over. Yet somehow I always end up doing it -__-
 
This is probably because I keep doing the same shit over and over. I'm constantly going in circles, repeating myself then complaining about it. There's so many things that I want for myself but my biggest problem is that I don't create situations. I just let situations happen then react to them. I can't be mad if shit doesn't turn out how I like if I put absolutely no effort into things. But then I just use that and say that whatever happens happens and I can't complain with the outcome. It's this horrible complacency that I'm stuck in and I refuse to change to make it better. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. I think I stopped making sense -__-

Whatever. Goodnight.

Give Me a Chance

Can't get this song out of my head ♥


Dwele - "Give Me a Chance" from W.ants W.orld W.omen 2010

Lyrics:

Verse 1
Hey pretty lady
You must have a man
You ain't answer fast enough,
You should take my hand and let me show you
Things about this [nigga], it's too late baby you
Hesitated, just let me entertain you.

Chorus x2
Give me a chance (to show you), show you love
Oh yeah baby, give me a


Verse 2
Give me a second, you should take my seven
Can we talk for a minute, no my name ain't Tevin
Keep you hot like Campbells
Wrap you tight like Diesel....clothing in a seven,
You like a nine, maybe a dime maybe eleven
But who's really counting?
[...]
I understand sometimes you gotta breathe (for a minute)
I respect your space, you need yours and I need mine
But right now I'm in your face until you

Chorus x2
Give me a chance (to show you), show you love
Oh yeah baby, give me a

Bridge
Times is getting harder, baby you need to laugh
You don't need that clown [ass nigga],
I can make you laugh, girl feel my fabric
Boyfriend material, baby you can have it
Wear it til you cant no more
Look there's no pressure, thank you for your time
Now you got my seven, please keep me in mind
And you can call me like a question
Baby I will answer, I can be life enhancer in a man,
If you want to take a chance

Chorus x3
Give me a chance (to show you), show you love
Oh yeah baby, give me

I'm in Love!

After having the great results of the dry braidout on Wednesday, that night I braided my hair with just coconut oil and wore it in a hat the next day. On Friday when I took out my braids, my hair was begging for moisture. It looked dull and felt dry. But I just wore it how it looked since I was happy for big hair.

Looking pretty damn dry lol

 
Friday night I twisted it up with Cantu Shea Butter and olive oil. Since dry twistouts never seem to work for me, I did bantu knots with my twists. It came out pretty nice. It was really soft and fluffy and I got a few compliments on it.

 Today I wore the same style again, just a bit different. I loooved it!

I'm really enjoying the looks I'm getting from dry twisting/braiding. I know that before I complained about not being able to get big hair then I decided to accept my curls and found out that blowouts were good for big hair. Now I've found out how to make it work without using heat. So I'm really excited :)

I feel like I'm writing more and more about my hair. I do recall making this one of my hair goals when I came upon my 2 yr. Nappiversary 6 months ago.

Here's the goals I set for myself:
1. Find new products
2. Try new styles
3. Take more pictures
4. Retain length
5. Healthy hair is sexy hair

So far I think I'm doing pretty damn good :)