The Best of Me

Mýa - "The Best of Me" from Fear of Flying 2000

I've always loved this song. Sometimes I catch myself listening to it on repeat, over and over and over. It was always just a song, now its a bit more. Especially Verse 2...

So busy trying to play with my head

Telling me how he could blow my mind

Something about the things that he said

Made me want to take it there one time

I should be walking away

Cause his hands up on my thigh

Should I leave, should I stay?

After all it’s just one night

I'm so curious but I can't let that get the best of me. Regardless of my situation, I can't let my loneliness rule me. I would be a fool to let you occupy my space. Even if temporarily - it won't be worth it and I'd be wasting my time. No matter how good it might feel at that moment. That wont be enough. I just know it.

I guess I'll just always wonder...