1. Those were the best years of my life. That time was when I had the most fun and felt the best about myself. (The first half of 2008 was pretty damn good too but I didn't look at those pics lol)
2. I was much much smaller than I am right now. I don't even recognize that girl anymore :|
Here's a couple of pics from Summer 2005 that I came across.
|After my sister's graduation from the Academy of Finance :)|
|After my ex's graduation. He's obviously cut out lol|
I've enjoyed myself since then but it has never gotten back to the way it felt then, maybe it never will. But shit, can I at least come close? I'll be graduating soon and starting my life. Right now is my time. I should be enjoying my young adulthood and making the best out of life. Which leads me back to my weight. I can be much sexier than I am now. I know that I won't get back to how I looked then, that isn't even my goal. I was 15 so of course I won't look like that anymore...I don't even want to lol. But I can get back to that weight, and smaller if possible. At that time I was an 11/12 and my goal would be to get to a size 9/10 and to get rid of between 60-80 pounds. I know I said this before but I have to keep reminding myself of what I need to do to keep it fresh in my mind.
So basically, I am on a mission to get my health, mind, body and spirit to where they need to be. I'm tired of feeling stuck. It's draining me of energy.
Oh yeah, I almost forgot about the positive ending thing, so here it goes...Today I did my first oatmeal & honey mask and my face loved it. I will be trying it again :)