I probably sound crazy. Again.
I don't want to lose that much weight. I was just a bit frustrated and emotional earlier when I wrote those two blogs. My goal is to be healthier and feel better about myself, not to be a damn stick figure. I like my shape. I like being thick. I should just stick to the goal of trying to be a better me...no numbers. Ok, I'm lying again lol. I'll go back to my original goal of losing 80lbs. I can go further after reaching that point, but that won't be my main focus.
Since I go back and forth with things 934749 times, I'm pretty sure there will be a part 4...