Single Life

It seems like everyone but me can find a man. Wait, let me stop and rephrase that. I'm not after a man, it just puzzles me how like every damn girl that I know randomly finds men/boys to talk to and this is never the case for me. But then again, a lot of people find themselves in very insignificant relationships with people that are not their match at all. So maybe, I'm single because when I do find someone, no time will be wasted on bullshit and I wont have to go through unnecessary shit. Hmm...nice thought. But me bringing this up just makes me think, why is this so important? Well lets see....
(On a side note) I'm not placing an importance on being in a relationship, other things are more important but it'd be nice. Anyway...
Like I was saying....
I've been single since Jan 08, well technically June 07. Yeah, long ass time right? So I guess I have a right to wonder why I'm still single. I mean I know I don't look approachable (I've been told that I look mean and difficult to approach), I don't "put myself out there"(eww so not me....AT ALL) and blah blah blah. But there are people that are actually hard to approach and yet they have someone. WTF? Past my exterior, I'm actually not that bad. But then again I'm biased...

To deal with this issue of mine, I just make it inconsequential. So I make it seem smaller than it is to deal with the idea that maybe there's something wrong with the fact that I'm still single.

Wait, wait, I have an idea....hmm. I'm difficult at times, I don't go out much, I don't look approachable... ok maybe I see the problem now. But on the other hand, a close friend of mine said that it should be easy for men to be interested in me because of my physical appearance ("Ass and Tits" in his words). But I'm more than my physical. I don't want to only be recognized because of my over-sized anatomy. I'd actually prefer that someone is interested in me because of my mind, my sense of humor...my non-physical things! But please, physical is always first...sad but true.

Maybe I just shouldn't give a fuck. Hmm...sounds like a good plan for now lmao