March 9, 2009


As I said I'm scared to write, especially about personal issues. I don't mind talking about myself (I'm actually my favorite topic lol), but sometimes I wonder where the boundary is. I decided to say "Fuck the boundary," and write what the hell I feel like writing.

Yes I'm single and not looking for a man but I can't deny these feelings I have.

I want to be wanted.
I want somebody to want to spend time with me.
I want to talk to someone on the phone other than the same people I speak to everyday. (Not that I don't love them, I do dearly)
I want someone to love and appreciate me for me.
I want someone to want to get to know me, to be curious and enjoy learning me.
I want somebody to put up with my mess and love me despite of it.
I want someone to want to kiss me....
to want to touch me...
to happily, with a smile on his face tell me its his pleasure to make sure I'm satisfied and learn how to please me.
I want for someone to want to get to know me because of my mind and personality.
I want someone to appreciate my body.
I want someone that I can talk to, laugh with, and hold intelligent or just plain stupid conversations with.

Am I asking for too much?
I don't think I am.
This isn't one-sided. I'll do the same in return.

No man will validate me. No relationship can validate me. I love me PERIOD. But it'd be nice to have that in common with someone else lol

1 comment:

Quiet Storm said...

Aw I love that and I think I feel the same way! Our day will come.