The last blog I wrote was so depressing and after posting it I realized that I sounded so sad and lost. My life sucks because I'm allowing it to. I have the power to change my circumstances. That's not going to change over night but in the meantime, I can work on my mind. I don't have to mope around the house sad and depressed just because I don't have somewhere to be everyday. I can find a more productive way to fill up my day. Plain and simple. Why let my life pass me by just because things aren't going my way? I really cannot allow myself to get back in the funk I've been in this past week. It's over. I just can't do it anymore.