NG Musings

So what do you feel you deserve?

Because that's what it comes down to.

You say you want better. You say you need better.

But do you really?

Why are you wasting your time coasting through life?

Barely living. Barely breathing.

Every few months, you make some big decision to change. To work harder. To do better. To change your outlook and attitude.

Then three days later you're back in the same bullshit from before.

You don't want to get out of the bed. You don't want to come to work. You don't want to...well, anything.

And what is this for?

Why put yourself through this when you know you have the power to change your mood? To change your mind. To change your actions.

You know this, and yet you continue to mope around like you have no choice. Like you have no hope. Like you have no faith.

Where is your faith? In yourself, in the universe?

You know you have a lot to give. So why keep holding yourself back?

You're wasting your time by denying it.

You're denying your gifts and depriving yourself and everyone else by keeping it locked in.

So what next? You come to this conclusion at least once a month.

Are you going to actually act on it? Make changes? Suddenly wake up tomorrow refreshed and renewed, ready to change?

 

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