For about two years or so I did not like my face. I didn't want to take
pictures, which is out of character for me. Somehow, I no
longer thought I was pretty. All I saw was acne, random chin hair and a
double chin. Now how could I, my gorgeous ass, stop seeing what I knew
and believed for so long? After my skinny childhood days, then chubby
prepubescent days, puberty did me well. I finally liked my face. Shit, I
was actually a bit cocky lol. Maybe I didn't have any eyebrows, maybe I had
a big nose...that didn't matter. I was cute and I knew it. Until
recently. I was never one to shy away from a camera. Ever. But the heavier I
got, the less I liked my face. I didn't look like myself, I didn't know
who that chick was.
Now, at my
heaviest, somehow I've come back around to liking my face. Yeah its a
little fat, my acne scars haven't faded yet, I still find random chin
hairs and I still have that damn double chin. But those eyes are
gorgeous. Those beauty marks are wonderful. That big nose, a beautiful daily
remembrance of my father and grandmother. Those nonexistent eyebrows, a
reminder of the grandma I never met. And nice full lips. I
am beautiful.
Now.
Just the way I am.
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