Donde Esta El Doctor???

I finally got an itch scratched but all that did was spread the rash. If only I could get some ointment that would continually soothe me. It's unfortunate that they don't sell the kind of ointment I like up here at school. Hopefully when I go back home to the city I can visit the many stores that have better selections. One day I will find the right one and there will be no need for a quick fix.

All a quick fix does is make matters worse. Maybe I don't even need ointment...perhaps all I need is a doctor that knows exactly what he's doing. If he's always available to assist me in whatever problem I have, there would be no need for ointment.

Necesito ayuda...donde esta el doctor?

In My Dreams

Randomly one day while "watching" TV (I mainly use my TV to listen to Music Choice) I heard Satisfied by Britni Elise and fell in love with it. Like completely in love with the song lol. Hearing this song led me to listen to other music by Britni Elise and honestly, I seriously love her shit lmao. Recently I fell in love with "In My Dreams." There's something about this song that just sticks with me. I can't get it out of my head and I'm constantly singing it. I'm so in love with this song ♥





Other than it just sounding good as hell, the lyrics speak to me. Sadly, at times I get lonely and I have no one to reassure me. So my mind wanders onto an imaginary man. At times that's the only comfort I have. How fucking sad right?

Fuck Off!!!

Sometimes I wonder if I have a huge "fuck you, don't talk to me" sign on my forehead. I know that I may not appear to be the friendliest person but at times I wonder if I'm as unapproachable as people claim. But this makes me wonder, am I really all that scary looking? Am I really that bad of a turn off that people don't even want to say hi? Maybe I'm bugging right now...its possible that this isn't the case. But I've heard time and time again that I look intimidating and mean. But how the hell can I start looking friendly anyway? Running around smiling just isn't my cup of tea...

Valentine's Day...Oh What A Waste

With Valentine's day coming up I can't help but notice all the commercials, ads, and sales for Valentine-like things. My usual reaction to seeing these things is ewwwww. I can't recall ever caring about Valentine's day, even when I had a boyfriend. I'm the type of person that doesn't like to celebrate anniversaries and mushy shit like that. I'm just not that into it. And no it's not because I'm single, I never really liked that kind of stuff. It doesn't make sense to me...why should we have to buy each other things and declare 1 day special over all the others? Seems like a waste of time for me. Let's celebrate each other whenever the hell we feel like it...how about that?

A lot of people claim that whoever doesn't like Valentine's Day must be bitter, alone, and unhappy. I have to disagree. Not liking Valentine's day does not mean I'm bitter and unhappy. I just happen to not like the "holiday." Whoever chooses to celebrate it, that's their prerogative and I have nothing against it. I just so happen to not give a damn about celebrating my love for someone on one day of the year when there are 364 other perfect opportunities to do so.

This song is does not relate completely...I just love the song lmaoo

Solange's Valentine's Day